Sunday, April 09, 2006
i am sick of hearding stories i ain't wanna hear.
discouraging me in a indirect way.
i just feel like screaming my lungs out.
time is limited for me here.
counting the days till the actual day comes.
i don't seem to bother about it.
people talks to me when i don't notice at times.
feeling frustrated in some ways.
this is what my parents want me to do.
isn't it?
i don't think this is what i want.
but i think i just have to do what they ask me to.
this is what they want the best for me.
i think they have their reasons why they want me to go.
but i think sometimes they didn't realised what i really want.
though i might seem to be excited but i am not.
throwing temper at people seems to be the only way to express how i feel.
i didn't mean to yell at you all but i think i am just too much.
may be cos something is missing.
something missing in my life.
i think i've changed from bad to worse.
i don't know what to do to make me the way i used to be.
friendships might drift apart sooner or later.
conflict is always there to break us apart.
i really don't know whats going inside me.
but i always think that i m not good enough and something is wrong with me.
may be one day i'll understand.
may be when i am not here anymore...
♥Let me fly away@7:49 PM♥
